28 June 2008 @ 8:58 PM
You might want to skip reading this because it might get a little too draggy and stuff.
Haven't been in the best of moods recently, with LCS up our back and scolding us and stuff with her PMS. I can't believe I wasted my tears on her man. I mean, the next day, she was just so happy and all (thank god) but I had to wake up earlier than usual and take a cab (again) at 6.15, just to get my damn black file to do my corrections. I feel kind of screwed up too, my physics is in a disaster zone and I just realized this morning that I didn't attach MY GRAPH to my Emath assignment. I feel damn loserish now. And I threw my temper at mum when she just told me to help her. Damn guilty right now cos she's always the one who buys whatever I want. Feel so pissed off with the world right now, I guess I do regret taking up HCL.
Sorry if I had ignored anyone of you or threw a fucking tantrum at you. I just can't seem to write out everything I feel here, so yeah.
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23 June 2008 @ 8:12 PM
When to eat lunch after school with wenya and we ended up saying some stupid stuff, leading to 2 stories. Out of pure boredom, we made up a fantasy or two. We would open our own Psychiatric Clinic together at 28, after getting a pH D in psychology and then working a year or two at a hospital for experience.
You can read the story for entertainment, but please be warned that the stories may cause extreme lameness when you understand who it refers to.
Disclaimer : X, Y and Z are fictional characters created out of boredom. :D
CASE ONE.
X and Y are a couple who got married at 24. nice age, great. :] Then X, who is a shopaholic, started spending WAY more than Y earns. Everyday, when Y comes back, he has to face all the complains of Y and therefore, he decided to sign up for therapy for both of them at .
Finding us (me and wenya) familiar, X asks: Do I know you?
Us: Well, Kind of, I suppose so.
X: How old are you?
Us: Well, we're 28, same as you. :D It's just that when you were 24, you decided to marry while WE decided to study for our ph D! THATS EXACTLLY WHY we are sitting on THIS SIDE, on THIS CHAIR, while you are sitting on THAT SIDE, on THAT CHAIR.
after an hour or two, x and y leaves.
Us: you'd better keep our card!
y: why?
Us: We've this T-E-R-R-I-B-L-E feeling you're going to need it often! Dont lose it!
CASE TWO.
Z is a mentally unsound girl, used to be a child-like teenager who acted like 7 when she was 14, with an extreme unbelievable ability not to understand simple maths. eg: simple TOA CAH SOH formula
Z: Why is cosine called cosine? Why is the area of a triangle like that? Why does the leaves fall in autumn? Why is an apple called an apple? Why is the sky blue?
Us: Why are you born? Why are you called Z? Why are you dumb? WHY?!?!
Of course, I guess I'm too nice to treat people like that. :D
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I've promised myself I'll pay full attention to lessons when school reopens and sleep at 10.30pm everyday so that I wont fall asleep in class. :D I think it will work, provided if I sleep at the front. Pinky swear that I will do all my homework. :D
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17 June 2008 @ 5:25 PM
This was supposed to be last week's post so yeah. :D
The funniest dream I ever had was last night's. IT was about pahang camp except it was a lil' different. It was a indoor place and a mangrove swamp. We were..well..supposed to do water activities there and here comes the most disgusting/funniest part.
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One of the water activities was to jump into a pool of mud(WTF?!?!) LOL! Ultra funny can, everyone was pushed down into that gross pool. When it was my turn, I....ran away. LOL!
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14 June 2008 @ 9:03 PM
I am pissed off. extremely. with my hair. D:< I've tolerated it for along time already but it was recently when LCS added fuel to my flames then I got a lil' angrier. Hello, why are there so many flyaway hairs on my head?! whatthebananashit is this. !@#$ And today, the last straw came when I was going out and unable to have my hair in shape. WTF?!?! my hair was flying all over and my ponytail was flying in at least 5 directions, I'm not kidding. It makes me wonder how I'm going back to school in this awful state. And thus, I stepped out of the house looking like a deranged kid who just stepped out of the asylum or war. whatever. I AM SOOO GONNA change the place where I cut my hair, I swear. I'm not going to step foot in that place again unless necessary.
Ohyes, and these days I can't get to sleep. ._. Then my brain somehow starts to think of all the stupid stuff.
ps. You'll never know this, neither will you see this but guess what? I ABHOR YOU. I think your tiny existence is a sad thing and you should like die so that those starving African kids can live.
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13 June 2008 @ 1:04 PM
Did I mention something? A few weeks ago, my mum SUDDENLY decided to send me for chinese tuition every sunday! yay! So from last week (or lastlast week onwards), me have no time for other stuff than chinese tuition! Thanks alot mum, I ADORE you like shitzxc. Chinese tuition was exactly the thing I was earning for! :DD
Off to xiuwen's house! :D yay that pirate woman agreed to help me so much! Thankzxc! :D
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12 June 2008 @ 12:51 PM
Narnia was soooo much better than what I expected okay! (x1000000000) At first I thought it would be dead boring and stuff, but it turned out rather good. :D I wouldn't even mind if I watched it again. :] It was rather fun when we started talking and stuff. :D and I'm off to watch bratz :D
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11 June 2008 @ 10:34 AM
I don't know what is this feeling, but I'm feeling rather fed up with the people in this world. what the hell, I can't even leave that horrible place. D:< I know it's no use grumling over these things but I feel bloody moron lor. cos I know its impossible to convince them but hell, I already said my piece, just give me a break lah! and there's my sister who insists on doing things her own way. Someone please tell her that I have to be responsible with all the wrong stuff that she's gonna do and get it into that selfish brain of hers. And convincing her is equivalent to wasting my time. And I feel damn ass now, wasting my holidays when I'm s-u-p-p-o-s-e-d to study my P-H-Y-S-I-C-S WHEN THERE'S NO ONE TO HELP ME!?!?! people are fucking selfish. Ohyes, great! I'm gonna get my twin sister, nixek who scored 39 for her mid-year phyisics to teacher me! OHYEAH! or my BFF pinkie who got 20+ to teach me! :O INCREDIBLE!!
Please pardon my awful English now cos being angry entitles me to use broken, incoherent English and sometimes vulgar, sarcastic shit. Pray that you never have to see this kinda thing ever again.
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03 June 2008 @ 11:08 PM
I declare war with _ _ _ _. :D Fats (the one supposed to be in the blank, if you didn't realise) is now my enemy. I'm gonna give all my might to kill it! D:<
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02 June 2008 @ 11:14 PM
I can't believe it. I'm jealous, thats what the feeling got to be. I'm jealous, muthafucking idiot,
how can I be jealous, for god's sake. D:<
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